Jo main nahin kar paon


Maine kabhi kaha nahin,
na keh paaongi,
bahut bar dekhi hai haar,
is bar samjhaute ki sharam
nahin seh paaongi main.

Kehte hain log rakho sabr,
karo intezaar,
us intezaar ka raaz samajhti hoon main,
par phir pighal kar
apni barf ho simtan nahin paaongi main.

Ek bar pehle pyaar kiya tha maine,
bhool kar aapne aap ko jiya tha maine,
tum kehte ho kitne saboot pangti hoon main,
sabooton ka inkar chah kar bhi nahin kar paaongi main.

Chalo man liya tum kuch nahin de sakte,
man lo ki main bech kar bhi khali haath nahin hoon,
Aaj bas aakar do shabd hi keh do,
tumhare shabdon ki methi kathas
main hi main jo nahin kar sakti,
sab bhool jaana chahungi main.

(Translation)

What I may not be able to do

I have never told you,
and I may never be able to,
I've seen failure many times before,
but I may not be able to
suffer the humiliation of compromises any more.

People ask me to be patient,
wait some more my dear,
I understand the suspense of waiting,
but I may not be able to
melt and harness my snow with bare hands again.

I have fallen in love once before,
I have forgotten myself
and lived my life once before,
you question my demands for the evidences I seek,
I may not be able to
accept your refusal of evidences
even if I wanted to.

Fine, let me believe that you can't give me anything,
You can believe that my hands are full
even after selling myself,
But today, if you only come to me
with a few words,
I may be able to
forget everything I can't do,
even if the words you spew are sweet bitter.

Comments

dharmabum said…
kuch cheezen chahkar bhi bahin bhool pate hain...

kaiseen hain aap?
A Arora said…
dharma: hearing from u after sooo long! kya aap hamein aur haamre blog ko bhol gaye the? :)
dharmabum said…
bilkul nahin...bus fursaat badi kam milti hai blog likhne padhne ke liye...
aap bhi aaya keejiye humaare yahan - kuch na sahi, apki kavitayen to yaad rahengi hum bum log ko :)

btw, how is your health after the hospital stint?
Anonymous said…
Hey! Some things leave a better impact in Hindi.I can say, this one does! However, as a whole I loved the piece:)
How do we know said…
where did my comment go? I wrote sth abt u writing well in Hindi too.. thats a surprise.. :-)

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