Tell Me No More of Enchanted Days

27 Am i going to be sad or sorry..or am i going to push those bad thoughts aside and congratulate myself on growing an year older, stronger and wiser? Am i going to wait for his call, send hateful messages if he doesn't, or am i going to gracefully put those aside who don't deserve my attention...am i going to be born or reborn?

Free Falling The last two days have been difficult. I revisited a place inside I had sworn was locked forever. It was with a full percentage gurantee that i declared to the world, I would never go there again. An underground cavern with dark, murky waters and very little air. This time was more difficult, because I expected it to be well hidden. But an unfortunate step, and unknowingly I fell. What made it more difficult this time, was that unlike the others, noone pushed me there now. I just fell by myself, alone screaming into the mossy walls of that pit andwhen i touched ground, I was more scared than ever...The hours were long, stretched and the noises amplified. Every shadow seemed like a dangerous intruder. I thought I would stop breathing soon, if the heaviness continued that way.. But unlike the last time, this time I screamed for help. An unknown stranger offered a hand and I was out in no time. My clothes are still dirty, and the chill has not left my bones. Lesson learnt: Yo

New Year Blues Give me new a tale of two into the hue outta the blue Get a new fix jumpin jack kicks quality d***s and a bottle opener too Never call him again find another game dream of instant fame and change my nickname This time learn drivin, catch the the art of thrivin a little swingin' and jivin shake those sad, old shoes Fall up, fall down get drowned in the sound of meaningless words smelling too much like coffee bean duds in empty cups

Plunging Forward Yes, you are right. the world is waiting for me. So watch me go into the sea, across the foam, cutting through layers of rainbow beams that dance only near the shore. But inside are greater treasures Of corals and weed Have you ever danced with fishes, Tried to breathe the blueness of company It's unlike the land The sea has its own love, For those who are not afraid of white teeth shark and bottomless depths When you go far inside and sink slowly towards the centre of the earth there is a calm a silence of sorts that can hurt the ears and confuse the eyes But like a pill of joy it throbs the brain and enlivens the senses When you reach there You understand Why the urge for the deep can be the greatest flight So I'll take the plunge and go into that beautiful place where no one is afraid and there is a world complete with stars with belief and an undying satisfaction in knowing that it'll be easy to surface when the need arises It's not just a fairytale

Planning for the Future It's just a bit of news I heard about you And I should react and feel maybe a little cheerful to know that you are without anchor lately like a monkey on the tree, hunting berries, and delving in raw cries of desire, jumping from one velvet branch to another But, then I don't live in your woods And I can't be your mate Or discover hidden delights in your unruly fur, so dark, lovely depths where once I wanted to hide and breathe your mystery musk, was willing even to drink up drops of salt collected over hours under your arms where I found fresh, bottomless pangs of hunger in true animal style. But now, Watch out for me watching you, zooming in, till I hear the thud on the ground and rush barefeet in frozen rivers to collect my historic trophy, of the animal man.